What?

It's 5:47pm and I'm at the office staring down at the FSLabs blog, (the F-Secure one that updates on security happenings around the world) and Daiki Kasho's playing on the earphones plugged into the laptop but I'm not listening to them, as the office room is filled by random melodramatic malay ballads in the background (thanks to my workmate). I'm not really enjoying any of this (besides the nice freezing air conditioning). It's now about 10 minutes till pack up and go, and I can tell you this: it's been a good 3 months in this job and I'm kinda getting used to it. The routine. The pointlessness. It just seems that my dreams keep getting further away day by day, and that I'm here just sat doing nothing. It really should be a wake up call but I'm not really sure I can get out of the gravity of the situation without the help, or more precisely: some good alco sessions. Well it's time to go home. Will update perhaps tomorrow, when it all loops again.

SURV1V3

[instrumental - 2 bars]

(When the daylight's in my eyes)
(It wakes me and I feel alive)
(Drift away to free my soul)
(Drive away to free my will)
(Fade into the air)
(Just to stay alive)
(...alive...)

[instrumental - 3 bars]

I can't, I can't survive
Struggle to find the way, but faith is on my side
There's nothing left, block out!
Stuck in my life, why can't I go do my thing
Break out!
Nothing to gain, you know it feels like ash
I can't, I can't describe
I feel I've lost control, within the twisted will in my eye
Work out!
Stuck in this place, why can't I rise up through this maze?
Break out!
There's no way back, the time is now for me

[instrumental - 1 bar]

Drift away to free my soul
Another day, another way
Fade into the air
Just to stay alive
Find myself again
Drive away to free my will
Straying like the clouds
Just to stay alive

[instrumental - 6 bars]

(When the daylight's in my eyes)
(It wakes me and I feel alive)
(Drift away to free my soul)
(Drive away to free my will)
(Fade into the air)
(Just to stay alive)

Walk out!
Stuck in this place, why can't I rise up through this maze?
(Drift away to free my soul)
(Drive away to free my will)
Walk out!
Stuck in this place, why can't I rise up through this maze?
(Fade into the air)
(Just to stay alive)

I can't, I can't survive
I try to find the way, but faith will be my guide
There's nothing left, block out!
Stuck in my life, why can't I rise up through this maze?
Break out!
There's no way back, you know it feels like ash

[instrumental - 1 bar]

When the daylight's in my eyes
It wakes me and I feel alive
Fade into the frozen air
Just to stay alive
Face myself again
Drift away to free my soul,
Find the way, 'cause faith looks in
On my side, he rode

[instrumental - 2 bars]

(When the daylight's in my eyes)
(It wakes me and I feel alive)
(Drift away to free my soul)
(Drive away to free my will)
(Fade into the air)
(Fade into the air)
(Drift away to free my soul)
(Drive away to free my will)
(Fade into the air)
(Just to stay alive)